
We will be somewhere else shortly. From Axminster [carpets, tools and that TV storyteller River Cottage entrepreneur] to Crosscombe, by Wells.
I walked our dying garden this afternoon to find leaves expiring. Numerous country priests with contemplative time on their hands have done finer before, observing each loving detail to record.
Yet look, see, as Hopkins might have beckoned. Here a dying leaf, one of a multitude. It falls, crumpled, dead to all concerned. And yet it has given life to so many.
One of a billion leaves within one small wood. Offering shade, protection, food and life. Now falling, the word Colleridge would have used and now taken into the great and hesitant America…
The leaf falls. I pick it into my palm. Leaf dead, never to be part of living ever again. Yet its stain of faded living is printed here for all to see. A fading, yes, shrinking: what was once the entire kingdom of leaf, bright, beautiful and green has now retreated. A strange vestigial stain is all the remains.
Like us. Bodies, robust, confident yet diffident. We too must fade. And weep to wonder why. Hopkins caught it, master that he is:
Spring and Fall:
Margaret are you grieving
Over Goldengrove unleaving?
Leaves like the things of man, you
With your fresh thoughts care for, can you?
Ah! as the heart grows older
It will come to such sights colder
By and by, nor spare a sigh
Though worlds of wanwood leafmeal lie
And yet you will weep and know why
Now no matter, child, the name
Sorrow’s springs are the same
Nor mouth had, no nor mind expressed,
What heart heard of, ghost guessed
It is the blight man was born for
It is Margaret you mourn for
Gerard Manley Hopkins