Archive for November, 2007

What is Spiritual Direction?

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007

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One of the best spiritual blogs around is Carl McColman’s Anamchara which is linked below as Cloud of Unknowing. Carl runs a monastic bookshop so is well read; and as a bookseller he has an inquiring mind.

His latest posting ‘Spiritual Direction with Father Tom Francis’ raises the basic question: what exactly is it?

It is a very long time since I had SD. But I believe it should centre on the heart not the head. You should perhaps come away with a single meaningful phrase that focuses on your own special need. An insight to offer fresh incentive on your journey. I love Luke’s account of the two runaways to Emmaus. A stranger falls into step with them, assesses their distress and shows them the purpose of suffering and the pain of loss of faith. But it is in ‘the breaking of the bread’ that they are fully comforted. Words and signs, rather than a flurry of new ideas.

The Word, Wisdom of the Father, came among us: and he taught the people in simple stories and parables.

Good on Gordon

Saturday, November 17th, 2007

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Shirley Hughes, the doyen of children’s illustrators, has created Number 10’s Christmas card by Gordon Brown’s commission. That makes me cheer.

We first met Shirley early days at The Red House. Her agent, Hilary Rubenstein, had a weekend cottage near Thame and would visit the shop regularly. One day he invited us to tea to meet his star children’s author, Shirley Hughes. We invaded his cottage with Charlie, Tom and a fast moving, still in nappies, Hatty. And after tea, I asked Shirley if she could bear to do some sketches of the children. She very kindly obliged.

And in our bedroom ever since has hung a framed record of that encounter: eight sketches of the three. Charlie looking cherubic, Tom absorbed (aged 4) playing chess and Hatty skidding off (only rear view possible) after the next distraction.

Thank you Shirley for a real treasure - but we did sell quite a lot of your books thereafter.

So Gordon’s friends will have a similar record of the great feast of Christ’s Mass.

Remembering them All

Sunday, November 11th, 2007

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Listening to Ian Hislop’s enlightening Radio 4 programme on Lord Kitchener. Bless Radio 3/4 for Listen Again - in yr own time.

We passed the Minster this Sunday morning as they concluded their imaginative Remembrance Service with a release of white balloons.

While I mourn for all those young men whom Kitchener called to arms, only to die, despicably in the trenches, while their fellow humans died in their fire across the divide of anger, I find it hard to admit this annual Remembrance Sunday.

It seems to hallow war, rather than question it.

Hislop, rather wonderfully suggests that Kitchener, if he had not perished mid-war on his voyage to Russia, would have cared for the thousands his summoning finger found. I wonder…

The stalemate of trench warfare simply symbolises for me the ‘futility of war’, as Wilfed Owen cried.

 

DULCE ET DECORUM EST

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks, 
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge, 
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs 
And towards our distant rest began to trudge. 
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots 
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind; 
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of tired, outstripped  Five-Nines  that dropped behind.

Gas! Gas! Quick, boys! –  An ecstasy of fumbling, 
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time; 
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling, 
And flound’ring like a man in fire or lime. . . 
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light, 
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning. 
In all my dreams, before my helpless sight, 
He plunges at me, guttering,  choking, drowning. 

If in some smothering dreams you too could pace 
Behind the wagon that we flung him in, 
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face, 
His hanging face, like a devil’s sick of sin; 
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood 
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs, 
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud  
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues, 
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent  for some desperate glory, 
The old Lie; Dulce et Decorum est 
Pro patria mori.

8 October 1917 - March, 1918

The Woman of the Wilderness

Friday, November 9th, 2007

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I have just come across Johannes Kelpius for the first time and as I began to read his A Short, Easy and Comprehensive Method of Prayer my admiration grew.

‘Now where the Spirit of God is, there is Freedom, and none may be so insolent, or bestow unnecessary Labours, to prescribe Rules and Limits for such an one. Therefore there must be no compelling to any particular Degree of Prayer, but to open the Heart to the Holy Spirit, and resign it wholly to him, that so he may according the the Strength and Power of his gracious Drawings, incline the Heart in all Freedom, either to speak or to be silent, either to call upon God, or to hearken to him, either to pray for some particular Grace, or to pray for nothing; but to do nothing more than to admire and love, to discover something, or to partake of some sensible Evidence of Grace, or to perceive nothing: either to be in Fervency, or in Dryness: either in Strength, or in weakness; either in Light or in Darkness…’

Born in Transylvania in 1673, Johann Kelp attended the Bavarian University of Altdorf where, as was the custom for scholars so to be signalled, his name was Latinized to Johannes Kelpius. He soon came under the influence Pietism, a reaction to Lutheran formalism, and meeting the astronomer Johann Jacob Zimmerman, joined his brotherhood of young men known as The Chapter of Perfection. Determining clear portents in the heavens of the approaching Millenium being the occasion of the Second Coming, Zimmerman gladly accepted an offer of free land in Pennsylvania with free passage thrown in: America was deemed to be untainted by the sins of Europe. But before he and his enlightened band could set sail, he died in 1693.

Although Kelpius was just twenty, he was elected to succeed as leader. Arriving at their favoured destination, he led his band of forty pious seekers to some wild heights above Philadelphia and there on the fortieth parallel, he erected a 40 foot square tabernacle. The magic 40 struck a chord with them, yet they never wished to become a rule ridden sect. Their group skills in both music and medecine were much appreciated by the settlers living nearby. But because the newcomers had set themselves apart, their activities were regarded with some suspicion and they became known as ‘The Woman in the Wilderness’. With so little structure, they were doomed to wither. Yet salvage there is.

The Millenium of 1700 came and went without untoward disturbance. And slowly members drifted away to join the thriving Germantown below. Kelpius died of tuberculosis aged only 35. He left behind a collection of devotional hymns and his little book on prayer. It is well worth perusal:

http://www.passtheword.org/DIALOGS-FROM-THE-PAST/kelpiusinwardprayer.htm

 

Farewell For Eileen

Saturday, November 3rd, 2007

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We gathered to pray and bid our farewells yesterday to Eileen Fear, founder member of Hear our Silence. Eileen would never miss a workshop within striking distance of her home in Wells. And she was delighted when a Taste and See group was started in the cathedral last year - run on similar lines to Hear our Silence.

As we laid her in the ground in the pretty churchyard of St Leonard’s Watlington, a red kite came circling overhead, it great wingspan held in a stiff but delicate cruciform.

Funeral parties are occasions when somehow small talk soon evaporates and true encounters happen. I met Kingsley, aged 102, whom Eileen read to every Wednesday morning since his priestly eyes are fairly worn out. I asked him about his long life: he went to school at Berkhamstead with Graham Greene. ‘But I was lazy and hardly passed any exams; so my father told me to go into a bank.’ This he suffered for three years and then joined the Colonial Police Force. Thirty years later, aged fifty, he came back to England and was accepted for the priesthood. Ordained at Salisbury he served as a curate in a Dorset country parish.

Peter came next. He wore a Gunners’ tie so that gave me my cue. In 1947, he had fired the salute as the Indian army marched through Delhi to celebrate their nation’s independence. I lunched with Gladys who told me she had buried her brother in Brighton last week. ‘A happy and interesting funeral - many of his artist friends were there…’ Her brother was Barry Wilkinson, illustrator of Paddington Bear. I confessed that I had founded The Red House and she produced a pile of children’s books, souvenirs from her brother’s studio.

We may bury the dead with sorrow but then comes consolation as we share our myriad memories.